Today is one of those days where I feel exceedingly overwhelmed. There is some sadness mixed in there, too. However, tomorrow is my last day at this assignment. I’m still a little mixed up in my mind about what direction it is that I want to take things. I know that there are areas that I am strong in now, and that there’s areas that I’ll need help in. I’ve already gotten some ideas together for my blog endeavors…
Man. Hopefully my brain rights itself soon. This murky, cloud-over-the-head feeling is not fun. 
HOWEVER.
Last night I wrote the most difficult scene of /Matters of the Heart/. I started it out thinking that it’d be pretty simple, but when I got into it, I was shaking and almost cried a little. I don’t think I really realized, grasped, how horrifying and terror-filled something like this would be. I kind of feel bad for putting Rebekkah through this… It came out pretty decent, but I know that I’m going to fine tune the hell out of it. I think I want to work on some of the lighter scenes for awhile…